Anger can work like a drug. It
intoxicates as it compels one to obsess on how they have been wronged, and how
glorious it would be to execute revenge on those who are perceived to be the
source of the injustice. It is said that anger is a shield, typically hiding fear.
When we perceive we have been wronged it is easy to imagine cultivating the
perfect revenge. What happens when a practitioner of Magick becomes angry and
begins to imagine the perfect revenge? Unlike “keying” someone’s car, students
of Magick know full well that they have a resource literally at their
fingertips which mundane authorities may never connect to them. It becomes
tempting to want to unleash anger through Magick with the goal of revenge.
This is where spiritual and Magickal
ethics become paramount. If one has absolutely no spiritual ethics or code of
conduct this becomes concerning, as this is the equivalent to anarchy in the
spirit realm and is beyond the scope of this article. Assuming that there is a core desire to live
in harmony with others, to not act in destructive ways, and to promote
spiritual growth and development, we can explore how impulsive reactions
prompted by fantasies of revenge and harmful Magick can actually sabotage one’s
spiritual growth and cause more damage than good in the long run.
The belief that all life is energy
and that energy remains attached to living and nonliving things for at least
some time is the basis of most Magickal practices. It therefore makes sense
that thoughts, imagination and words carry a subtle energy as well. When this
energy is of a more primal nature and is fueled by anger, jealousy, or
resentment, it carries a vibration that is synchronized with these states.
These states naturally are temporary emotions, but nurturing these states can
lead to an increase in the energy given to the emotion. One begins to cultivate
a garden of anger, possibly even hatred. Even fantasizing about revenge and
punishment to those who seem to have done you wrong breeds an increase in this
energy. Suddenly, the fixation on these people, events, and the emotional
states that one associates with them, results in a narrow focus, a mission to
seek revenge or spread the anger and hurt to others. The energy accompanying
these thoughts and feelings is not healing. It does not refresh or rejuvenate.
In fact it may be heavy, oppressive, bitter, leaving one feeling hollow and
resulting in despair and the reinforcement of a “victim” role.
To direct one’s mental, spiritual or
physical energies toward seeking revenge through Magick would therefore
intensify the energy that contributes to a great deal of the pain one is
already experiencing. Compare this to someone who is unhappy to be covered in
mud, but digs deeper and deeper into the mud puddle to find a source of water
with which to clean themselves. The process becomes counterproductive. This is
before one even considers Karma or beliefs about retribution and return. This
is solely looking at the quality of energy one exudes by becoming too immersed
in reminiscing about their loss or grief and seeking
revenge as the solution.
Now as to the consequences of using
Magick for revenge or to harm, even when one feels justified; many
practitioners of Magick operate with some code of beliefs regarding actions and
consequences. In our modern societies we mistake natural consequences with
value judgments. We have developed such elaborate systems of justice - often
based more on illusions of righting wrongs than on realities of bringing order
and maintaining peace, that we forget the core concept of consequences. When a choice is made, it sets into motion a
progression of next steps. If one spends the rent money on a vacation, then one
faces eviction. It is an objective process made only moral or subjective by
one’s human interpretation. If one feels a sense of entitlement to a vacation
regardless of other obligations, then one may feel a personalized sense of
attack at being evicted for not having the rent money. It is not a matter of
one choice or another being “good” or “bad.” It is merely a matter of one
choice leading to one act followed by an outcome. Bring this concept back to
Magick, if one expends energy, the vital life force, on negative, angry,
hostile causes, then one will have little energy left for creating growth,
healing and positive. Likewise, the energy spent on the negative will also
breed more negative, in the long run creating an abundance of raging anger and
resentment with very little inner peace to serve as a buffer or to refill a
depleted system. Perhaps this is why many simplify this process by
acknowledging that the type of energy one “puts out” is the type they will “get
back” usually at a greater intensity. Well, it is only natural, is it not? If I
have a potato garden and a pepper garden and I tend to the peppers to a greater
extent, I will logically have more peppers than potatoes! The same goes for the
type of energy one cultivates through focus and intention.
Potential consequences of not
heeding this conventional wisdom and pursuing revenge through Magick can be
disastrous. By breathing life into
powerful negative emotions, one potentially sets the stage for the return of
such emotions in force. This return of negative energy not only has the
potential to harm the practitioner, but to also bleed into other relationships
or goals which one holds dear. This happens on both an energy and mundane
level. By focusing on the negative one fails to cultivate much else therefore
mundane blessings and opportunities are missed or vanquished. In a spiritual
sense, the use of Magick to bring harm to another even out of revenge, returns
the quality of the energy to the sender. In the end choices remain; however,
one must remember that in battle if one chooses to throw flaming sticks at an
opponent, expect to become burnt as well. By and large one must ask; “Is it
worth it?”
Anger and pain can serve as great
teachers and motivators and it is not suggested that they not be used to
influence Magickal working that can have the outcome of personal growth and
transcendence of obstacles. If a painful situation brings anger and resentment,
but these emotions are dealt with on a human level, but inspire one to use
Magick to enhance one’s own healing process, bring greater understanding, or
help achieve growth from crisis, then the energies have been channeled to bring
benefit rather than harm. It is also not uncommon for some practitioners to
appeal to higher spiritual manifestations of Justice, be it Goddesses such as
Ma’at or Gods such as Jupiter, to allow the Deities to intervene as they will.
This can be helpful because it allows a sense of connection to the Divine to
foster the security of knowing one can let go of the need to control or “fix”
the situation and allow higher forces in the universe to take charge. It also
allows one to regain perspective on their personal role in the universe as part
of a greater framework.
Article by: Angela Kaufman. Angela is a Priestess for the Dragon Warriors of Isis Coven in Upstate, New York, and the co-author of Wicca: What's the Real Deal? She is a professional tarot reader. For more information about Wicca: What's the Real Deal? visit http://www.wwtrd.webs.com.
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